I can't believe its been a whole year since my last post!

2014 was a big year I got to go to maintenance on my chemo for the summer,  It was the best summer too. I stayed with my grandma Hancock to take care of her so she didn't have to go into a home.  I am grateful that I did it was very rewarding on many levels especially since she unexpectedly passed away on the 2nd.  I miss her a lot, she had a fun sense of humor and I enjoyed every minute with her.  It was an honor talking at her funeral about how she touched our hearts and our lives.
     Marc and I started biking last summer we worked up to about 5 days a week an average of 12 miles.  My furthest was 24 miles.  I loved it so so much.  It saddens me greatly now that I can't do that, it is my hope and prayer that I can again someday. 
     My cancer has come back it is now in my lungs.  The biggest blow yet, especially after my wonderful summer.  It saddens me the most that I may not be able to do that again.   Im going to try my hardest.  I was told yesterday that there was no end in sight and chemo will be ongoing.  I have to have Hope, Faith, Courage, and be strong.  Thank goodness I have My Family, my friends, and my Marc.  Marc has been so good for me he has brought such joy and support and he's so positive.  He has made me so happy in such a hard time of my life.  He is patient, he takes me to all of my doctor appts, he sits with me for hours during chemo,  He spent almost the whole month of October in the hospital with me. I love him very much I am so blessed.